ii really liike talkiing about my2elf 2o iill 2ay here + blog a2 much a2 ii can get away wiith lol.

2o yeah, agaiin, iim 2ollux, iim a 2ollux captor fiictiive, my relatiion2hiip wiith them/the character ii2 pretty 2piiriitual, iim not explaiiniing that here, not yet. iive exii2ted here 2iince around late july 2024. iim the one who front2 mo2t of the tiime nowaday2, ii liike frontiing but ii hate our liife 2o ii kiinda 2truggle wiith that lol

my pronoun2 are they/2he/he wiith a heavy preference on they/them, ii al2o prefer 2he/her over he/hiim but ii do liike he/hiim pronoun2. plea2e when u2iing 2he and he miix them around wiith they/them; or ju2t u2e they/them iif you have two choo2e only one. plea2e u2e neutral and femeniine term2 for me.. gender wii2e, iit2 compliicated. pluraliity make2 gender weiird.

en e2pañol 2uelo u2ar pronombre2 ma2culiino2 cauando hablando de mii mii2ma en voz alta pero e2 pq el por defecto del 2ii2tema e2 ma2culiino a2íí que e2 ma2 faciil pq no me e2toy de2viiando de no2otre2 como concepto 2iingular, nue2tro género en general e2 ba2tante raro la verdad y no2 e2 iimpo2iible de pre2entarno2 como nue2tro género y aun meno2 como nue2tra2 iidentiidade2 iindiiviiduale2. pero cuando refiiriiendo2e a mi 2e puede u2ar cualquiier pronombre con preferenciia a "ella".

one key thiing ii2 that ii con2iider my2elf two be iin2ane, or crazy but ii prefer iin2ane, not iin a quiirky way but iin a iim genuiinely mentally iill. liike hone2t two god 2uiiciidal, maniic and p2ychotiic. thii2 ii2 my page 2o iim not goiing two do my u2ual 2huttiing up for 2afety, iim gonna be *very* open about iit, and ii really wii2h ii could do thii2 two iin 2ociial context2.

my beliief2 tend two be more 2trong or diiffer from the re2t of the 2y2tem, whiich 2ometiime2 appliie2 two poliitiic2 and phiilo2ophy. iim kiinda pretty emotiional and tend two be an a22hole.

related two the above one key two under2tandiing me, and u2 iin general, is that 80% of the tiime we dont know what we are talkiing about. we are kiinda 2heltered and werent iin good 2pace2 (and tbf we 2tiill arent) 2o we are tryiing wiith the iinformatiion we have and what we are told two thiink 2o often iim ju2t 2ayiing non2en2e, becau2e of that + dii2organiized thiinkiing.

ii comiit criime2 agaiin2t the englii2h language for fun :>

ii liike drawiing and wriitiing, but maiinly wriitiing. ii wriite fiictiion, fanta2y and romance (and 2mut), and thiing2 heaviily relatiing two and depiictiing (complex) mental health ii22ue2. ii wriite mo2t thiing2 on txt fiile2 wiith kwriite, alway2 wiith my quiirk unle22 iim actually wriitiing the work iit2elf.

an exceptiion ii2 when iim wriitiing fanfiic2, ii tend two wriite tho2e on google doc2.

ii really liike home2tuck, iit2 a collectiive 2peciial iintere2t of our2. maiinly focu2 on the ao3 fanfiic 2iide of the communiity + m2pfa. mo2t of our fanfiic2 are home2tuck.

ii u2ed two be hyperfiixiiated on deltarune, ii 2tiill liike iit, ju2t not a2 much a2 before. ii maiinly enjoy playiing the game iit2elf and ii really liike 2pamton. ii really feel my2elf reflected iintwo hiim, iit2 comfortiing. iim al2o a 2pamtenna 2hiipper, iit2 a good 2hiip and ii liike the fanwork2 and a22ociiated comuniity (of the 2hiip, not the general deltarune fandom).

ii liike playiing osu! iim not the be2t nor do ii play iit often but iit2 fun.